A Whole View

I think it’s funny that we can be so rich and yet feel so poor. I can look at the holes in my shoes, the foam padding falling out and think, “Man, these thrift-store shoes aren’t staying together.” I can look at my car, hood and trunk popped for the umpteenth time in the parking lot and feel ashamed that I have to apply steering leaking fluid to a “new” car in a lot where people stare as they get out of their SUVs and nice sedans. I can look at a job and feel oppressed by endless, tedious and early hours when others are staying at home to raise their families or still sleeping in their beds.

But that’s not the whole picture. The puzzle may have holes, but the edge-pieces are all in place.
When did it become so easy to only look at the lacking? Was it when the lacking was seen that the satisfied silently slipped away?

Let the blessing of shoes, a running car and a well-paying job overcome the lacking again. For truly, anything could be put in the place of the shoes, the car and the job… what are your substitutions? Finances? A status in life? A home?

And as I am challenged to once again admit that holed shoes are the best fit for these feet, I would encourage you to value the holes in your shoes. I would encourage you to rejoice in the leaking fluids and boring work hours with a new view. A whole view.

Cuisine

Breakfast for today? A few grapes, pickles and lime yogurt.
Lunch? Salad with Ranch and pickles.

I don’t know what this pickle kick is… but they are so good friends!
And I mean sooooooo good.
Especially for one who doesn’t like pickles. (wink)

Drum Roll Please

I’d like to announce for the entire world that our baby is a….

We watched the baby squirming; me atop of the table, Matt seated initially and then brought to his feet as the pictures became clearer. The tiny hands, the heart beating. “You have an active one,” the ultrasound tech stated as she fished for less blurry still-frames of our acrobat. And as I watched the child swim about it hit me for the first time… I’m not feeling movement. Therefore, the baby’s not as old as the predictions. “Well, hunny, I can tell you right now that you’re not about to be 20 weeks,” came the abrupt expression of my thoughts. “Do you want to know what it is?” she asked as she scaled the torso. With unanimous response we first saw that sweet little one’s little legs and feet… all curled up, covering it’s tell-all. “Well…” the woman chuckled initially, “Let’s try it back after the measurements.

Measurements proved my suspicions… I am 16 weeks along. AKA: New due date = January 11, 2009. YAY!!!! No Christmas baby!!!!! But yes, sadly folks there is the risk of baby being born on my birthday. Oh well. C’est la vie!

Then back to the tell-alls we went, with anticipation and joy. And after 10 minutes of belly shaking, turning sideways, and assaulting that poor baby, baby’s cramped up frog legs, then the crossed extended legs, then the hand covering it’s tell-all, the conclusion was…

From Me: laughing
From Matt: “I guess modesty is genetic.”
From the ultrasound lady: “You’ve got a little stinker. [She really was agitated at this point.] But my guess is it may be a girl cause I can’t see anything [Not exactly how an ultrasound is supposed to be read by the way.. it’s supposed to be dependent on # of folds of skin, not external hanging genitalia or lack thereof – since often that is the harder of the 2 to see].”

And for those of you who don’t know… we all start out as girls externally, so this guesstimating while slightly more affirmative than no picture, is not set in stone.

So is it pink? Is it blue?

Good question.

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