Thank You’s Not Enough

Oh, and for those of you that sent Big Guy a birthday present in the mail because you could not give it to him yourself…

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thank you.

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He may never get to meet you, but oh how you have breathed value into his little heart.

Oh how he has felt your love, you can see it in his sweet face.

He is generally tough on things, but these things… friends, he treasures these things. Treasures.

 

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Thank you, thank you!

Such an investment, dear ones. Such an investment.

Wordless Wednesday: With You

I don’t ever want to forget your hand in mine.

Your initiative.

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It could have all gone so much quicker.

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But I didn’t want it to.

Step by step down the long hallway.

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I just wanted to be with you.

Today’s Running Shoes

Turn them out… out of doors!

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The Batmobile.

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And he’s off!

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Creativity at it’s finest!

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Their middles names could all be Joy, really.

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Our patient and gentle teacher – love him so.

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You can do it, girlie!

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Look at her accomplishment!

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Some day soon this will all come easily for her and the learning will be a memory soon forgotten.

But today the watching of her own feet means she’s still little… and she still needs our running-alongside encouragement.

She’ll take off on her own soon enough… too soon some days.

So we’ll delight in today’s running shoes.

Let’s go, Rachael.

We’re right here with you.

– They are a treasure.

Our Abi

So my precious Abi turned Three. She was my Vacation Bible School baby. And every year we have the challenge of celebrating Abi – outside of the excitement of VBS.

This year we celebrated before the long week of joy and exhaustion began.

 

Abi,

You’re three now. And even as you continue to get older, I know you know that you are my baby. Yes, of course there’s Hannah who is my actual baby right now. But you know far too well that you will always be my baby. You will always be the one I have to exercise self-control to keep from spoiling. I can’t help it! You look like Daddy. And those blond curls… oh and those blue eyes. Here, just take my checkbook and spend all the kids’ inheritance now. 😉

 

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Abi, you know Mommy loves you so. Yes, I tell you ‘no’. Yes, I still expect you to work hard around here. And no I’m not going to baby you. But there is a special place in my heart for my blond-haired, blue-eyed beauty.

You are still a bit lost in your reckless two’s, even though you’re three now. You recklessly ran head-long into the road to save falling sticks. You recklessly dance and sing through the house, running into an intruding  counter-top or piano seat. It’s hard to be small. Oh and then when those eyes turn a bit gray… oh child, we run for the hills then. But when they’re that crystal blue you’re back to your normal self. Funny how God gives us the warning in your eyes.

And while you have this passion that overtakes you (many times in the form of fits and screaming-matches at the above-mentioned intruding objects), your laugh is utterly to die for. And those puppy-dog eyes. Did I already mention those? My goodness, girl.

Your personality is on the bloom. Your enunciation is still a bit shady. Sure glad the commentator steps in sometimes. But you sure take my breath away sometimes when you bust out some crazy homeschool byproduct intelligence – like that time you painted an “A” and told me it was the first letter of your name. “Why yes, Abi, you are completely right!” And then I picked my jaw up off the floor. Or that time you matter-of-a-factly rattled off colors while passing by pictures on the wall. Yep, I picked up my jaw then too. I’m sure once your enunciation works itself out a bit more out will poor a whole world we never realized was right in front of us all the time.

 

Abi, you are my wild child. You dive headlong into dirt and jump in puddles in your church shoes before I can get out a reminder to keep your shoes clean. You paint your chair and the back of your hands because you are too curious for your own good. And everything still goes in your mouth because life should be experienced to the full. Oh my little Abi, you are my unpredictable bundle of delight. And while you learn hard lessons many times, I sure do admire how you throw yourself into life without reservation.

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And even while you’re in mid-sentence explaining how big you are, I love it how you still want to snuggle in for a good book and share your blanket with Daddy while watching a movie.

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You bless us so much, precious girl. We couldn’t adore you more.

So hats off, sweet Abi. Hats off to another wonderful year ahead of us…

A year of Ms. Three!

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Overwhelmed by love for you,

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Guess

Guess who’s thrilled to be in the big tub with her sisters now?

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My Word! Makes me want to grab her right out of that tub and smother her in kisses til she belly laughs.

 

And she’s THRILLED with the floating by buffet bar.

 

– Contagious Joy.

By His Hand

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Foster care is hard. Caring for five children is hard. Caring for two babies six weeks apart in age is hard.

Those three sentences are the understatements of the year.

I would be lying to pretend that this was all easy. Mothering these five came so unnaturally and yet naturally to me.

I was always the one to say “I never want to have twins”.

I can still say that.

I don’t have twins.

I have “harder than twins” because my two are on two different need levels, two different sleep levels, two different skill levels and two different “how I understand love” levels while being so close that they are SUPER dependent.

It is hard. Very hard.

And I am thankful that even in the ugliness of the stripping of myself down to my raw haven’t-showered-for-days self, down to the very depths of my sanity shakings… Grace always finds me there.

I cannot do this.

The schedule is exhausting. The workload is intense. The constant lists, the constant balancing, the constant pouring out of everything that I have and everything that I am…

And yet I am blessed to find a groove. To turn and dry my wrinkled dishwater hands and find them… all five of them… smiling and delighting with large legos spread about. Little Man freshly wrapped in a blanket thanks to my toddler, Lil Red knocking down towers that Big Guy and my Commentator delightedly race to build so she can do likewise. And my dear Lil Blondie mothering Little Man and scooting nearby blocks closer to him so he can mouth them.

I don’t deserve this kind of blessing.

I don’t deserve their little hands in mine.

That’s grace for ya.

By the hand of God, our little mashed family of seven somehow works … even in the chaos.

– Thank you, Jesus.

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