Vanishing Stale

I had the privilege of traveling down to Cincinnati to visit my sister on New Years Day. My sister was throwing a party and I looked forward to the joys of spending time with my sis and her roomie, Sarah. The party went well with much laughing and talking with new faces. Matt, Tara and I played Pirates of the Caribbean Life and we played a white elephant-type game for presents. The game became quite lively with a few key presents being fought over. It was fun.
Around 5pm the party had died down and most of the guests had left. Sarah, Jes, Matt, Scott (Sarah’s boyfriend) and Megan remained.
“Want a sandwich?” Jes asked me knowing that I had not eaten lunch [or breakfast for that matter].
I happily received the offered tuna sandwich on Rye.
After getting a few good bites of sandwich, Sarah asked for a bite.
I was in the process of finding a new music selection, so I tossed my response to her over my shoulder, “No prob. Have as much as you’d like.”
Sarah took a bite.. “Oooo… the bread’s hard.” Came her quiet comment.
When I returned to my seat after happily discovering a Josh Groban CD guess what I discovered…
the parts of the sandwich that were the softest remained on my plate.
Sarah’s selflessness is amazing.

Rockin’ Robin





A few nights ago I got the privilege of having a fun night at home with my roommate, Robin. In case you haven’t gotten a chance to spend an evening with Robin, I’d like to inform you that you are missing out! Robin’s hilarious. Her wit, her silliness…. oh yes… it was a wonderful night. I took some pictures to document our evening.

First we did a bit of house chores, like collecting mail [shown above] and doing laundry[well, I supervised the laundry doing =P ]. Then we played some cards, followed by playing with the cats a bit and playing the game of Clue. I won, but Robin sure tried hard. [bwahahahahahaha!]

So, yeah, it was a great night of fun.

And if you see my roommate… be sure to tell her “hi” for me.

Holiday Screaming and Leg Stabilizing

Well… tonight was the Holiday concert for the Beavercreek Christian Learning Center (aka BCLC…where I work). So my Kindergartners all showed up to join in the festivities of scream singing and ridiculously wonderful dancing. As the children came in I became the evening’s distraction factor, ushering their attention to a book they had heard billions of times before. Then after much hallway shushing, the stage welcomed the squirmy children. All children Kindergarten through 2 and 1/2 found their place on the stage. Us HUGE Kindergartners were given our honorable spots on the risers. That’s right.. risers! So I found my honorable spot stabilizing the legs of jumping, swaying and spinning 5 year olds. With each song they moved closer and closer to their toppling defeat. Nonetheless, upon the concerts conclusion, we ushered out the children, trying our best to keep them from screaming in the mics and yelling at their parents from the stage. Then we lined up our rambunctious bunch in front of the classroom so their parents could come relieve us from our own parenting duties. Or shall I call it our shepherding duties? I sat on the floor with one overwhelmed child to keep her from crying. She sat in my lap, clinging to my arms for comfort. After her mom came, I stood by the morning Kindergarten teachers, carrying on playful banter. Time passed and the swoop of moms and dads and random other relations passed through. As the crowd cleared I saw my one little Kaylee’s blue eyes looking up from the hallway wall.

“Come on over here, baby.” [I call them all that.]

She came over, receiving my outstretched hand.

“Oh… is she yours?” A passing mother asked me.
“Oh… no, no, no.” Came my quick response as the woman moved, trailing the heard of chaos.
It was then that I realized that both Kaylee and I had our curly hair pulled back in a bun-like mass of curly chaos. We did kind of look a bit similarly overdressed for the occasion.

“I think her mom’s down the hallway,” Mrs. Thatcher said as she grabbed the last few things from the hallway and shut up the room. I knew her mom wasn’t there. Kaylee’s mom was out of town. But her babysitter was supposed to be there though.

Kaylee and I walked down the hallway.
No babysitter.

We entered the sea of cookie eating chaos in the gym. Parents stood socializing as their children ran through the crowd pushing other kids, stealing cookies, and screaming. [Ahhh, the joys of the BCLC.] We wandered through the crowd.

“Is she yours?” Came two more strangers.
“No, No.” My eyes continued to search for Kaylee’s sitter.

We left the crowd after Kaylee got a few pictures with a classmate. I couldn’t take the chaos anymore.

“Maybe she’s in the sanctuary…” I ventured forth trying to make our quest a game.
“She’s forgotten me.” Teary eyes looked up at me.

“No, baby, are you kidding me? You? Not Kaylee… how could she forget Kaylee? Oh no. There’s just so many people here, so she’s a bit harder to find. But we’ll find her. We won’t give up. But let’s go get a cookie first. I think that’ll help.”

We headed for the cookie table, bumping into Mrs. Thatcher again.
“I was looking for you. I couldn’t find her mom either.” Came the information.

We found two chocolate covered cookies at the cookie table and when we turned around… there stood the babysitter.

“See… I knew we’d find her.”

Kaylee’s face lit up and she exploded into story after story about the holiday concert. She grabbed hold of her sitter’s hand as I vanished into the crowd.

See friends, readers…. what you don’t know is that Kaylee was adopted. So it was all the more important that she not be left behind.

But nonetheless… after a night of holiday screaming, leg stabilizing, and being accused of getting pregnant at the age of 16 [seriously guys… me? A single mom?] I’m calling it a night.

G’night all.

I went to the Princeton High School Holiday Concert last night. It was so weird.
I was so glad that my sister was there. Matt came with me too. [Sweet boy.]

So yeah… at the closure of the Holiday concert, all Alumni are invited on the stage to sing the Hallelujah Chorus from the Messiah and Silent night [which the audience gets to sing along with as well]. My sister and I were laughing as we attempted to squeak out the high notes in the Hallelujah Chorus. We didn’t sound too bad, but for a second soprano and an alto… it was rough. Hehe. We did sit in front of Jes‘ old best friend (or maybe they’re still good friends…. but I’m not so sure). Nonetheless, we saw some familiar faces. There were a whole 3 people from the class of ’03. But we saw a few others from other classes. It was kind of weird too cause I ran into a good section of the Grease cast. [Yes, in case you didn’t know… I was actually in Grease the musical my Senior year…. yep… I was Sandy…. Moving On.] So yeah.. the concert was pretty neat, but weird at the same time.

[By the way in case you are confused… the picture above is from my Senior Recital… it wasn’t actually at our school, Princeton, but at a Cincinnati Music Hall side-stage room. – The room’s acoustics ROCKED!-]

One thing that was quite weird was a conversation with Megan after the holiday concert. Megan was actually in the class of ’04, so she was a year behind me (and still is actually). Megan spoke of others from my class. Two names popped up… an old best friend of mine, Erin Kennedy, who according to hearsay is engaged. Congratulations Erin, wherever you are. And then sadder news came to my ears about an old classmate who is expecting her first child soon. It really made me sad to think of the single-mom situation that this child would be born into. Furthermore… I just wonder if God is going to use this child to open his mother to the good news. She has been so closed for quite a long time.

On a happier note, I did get to report my engagement to a few old friends while at the concert, which was always a joy to brag on my Matt.

And furthermore, Jes, her old friend, and I explored the place of our teenagehood… ragging Matt and Nayt along. They were sweet for entertaining us with their interest.

Overall, the night put a good close to my Alumni status. If I never return there again, then I’m okay with that. I went once. But in all honesty… God has me in a new place now. And I look forward to all that He brings me in contact with as He guides me down His road of life.

Thank You, Jesus.

In Peace

December 6, 2006 at exactly 12:07, my watch took it’s final tick.
I didn’t discover it’s lifeless little face until this morning. [I’d tell you what time, but it is so difficult to recall. 😉 ]
How can I describe how I feel?
It’s like time has just stopped.

May it rest in peace …

… for now.

Of the Saints

I heard this song again this afternoon…

Tears Of The Saints
By Leeland [Album: Sound of Melodies]

There are many prodigal sons
On our city streets they run
Searching for shelter
There are homes broken down
People’s hopes have fallen to the ground
From failures

This is an emergency!

There are tears from the saints
For the lost and unsaved

We’re crying for them come back home

We’re crying for them come back home

And all your children will stretch out their hands

And pick up the crippled man

Father, we will lead them home

Father, we will lead them home

There are schools full of hatred
Even churches have forsaken
Love and mercy
May we see this generation
In it’s state of desperation
For Your glory

This is an emergency!

There are tears from the saints
For the lost and unsaved

We’re crying for them come back home

We’re crying for them come back home

And all your children will stretch out their hands

And pick up the crippled man

Father, we will lead them home

Father, we will lead them home

Sinner, reach out your hands!
Children in Christ you stand!
Sinner, reach out your hands!
Children in Christ you stand!

There are tears from the saints
For the lost and unsaved

We’re crying for them come back home

We’re crying for them come back home

And all your children will stretch out their hands

And pick up the crippled man

Father, we will lead them home

Father, we will lead them home

And all Your children will stretch out their hands
And pick up the crippled man
Father, we will lead them home
Father, we will lead them home

Too often do I find myself focusing on my own self-hurts and my own life struggles that I forget that there is an emergency of hurt all around me. No, I can’t run out there and save everyone. No, I can’t go fix all the stumbling Christ followers that are so lost in a world of materialism that they have forgotten the beauty of being in love with Jesus. No, I can’t save anyone… that’s God’s job. But I have forgotten to be open to His guidance into the uncomfortable conversations and open arms of those searching for meaning. I have forgotten to pray for those in emptiness. How careless of me. How selfish. I have forgotten to deny myself. [Luke 9:23] I have chosen not to.

Thank you, Lord for the reminder.
I love You and You give all that I need.
Thank You for forgiving me when I choose not to accept Your gifts.

I love You, Jesus. I love You because You showed me what love is.

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