Cat food & a Diamond Ring

It was later in the afternoon and a gentleman hobbled up to the counter. He slowly unloaded seven cans of cat food onto the counter from his cart. Then he grabbed a twenty pound bag of crunchy cat food from his cart and nearly struggled to get it onto the counter.
“This all for you?” I asked the man once I have finished entering it all into the computer.
“Yes,” His voice came in a quite, gentle tone that displayed many years of experience and wisdom.
“Ok, that’ll be $12.67.” Came my response as I fumbled to pry the bag from the grocery bag holder.
“$0.60?” He sought clarification.
“$12.67, sir.” I projected my voice louder, realizing he was struggling to hear me.
“Okay.” He slowly reached into his right back pocket with his right arm, retrieved his wallet, and then laid twelve dollars and sixty-seven cents in change on the counter.
I put the money into the drawer and he put his bagged items into the cart.
“Have a good day!” I quoted the regular line as I watched him slowly put a glove onto his left hand. That’s when I noticed that his left arm had yet to move from his side. It just remained there in a right angle, pressed against his stomach. Even when he put his glove on, the arm remained still.
I thought about asking the man if he needed help getting his things out to his car, but I was forbidden from leaving the register and I was the only “employee” in the store. Most customers that would like assistance ask for it at the counter, but this man never said a word.
He put the twenty pound bag into his cart, balancing it on his left arm, which still remained at his side, and securing it with his right. And then he walked slowly out of the store.
A few more customers came into the store and left with various pet stocking stuffers. About ten minutes went by and then I saw the same gentleman walking slowly up to the store. “Oh no, he must want to return something,” I thought. But he had nothing in his hands.
He approached the register immediately, or as immediately as he could, after entering the store.
“Did I leave a ring in here?” He spoke in a monotone, yet concerned voice.
“I did not see one, sir.” I began to look on the register counter.
“Oh, no.” Came his concern. “I must have it somewhere. I must have it.” His words trailed off in fear as he emptied his pocket of change onto the counter. Once it failed to appear in his change pile; “I had just put it on my keyring…” He fumbled his keys, appearing aimless and lost.
I called for Jonathon, the store manager.
“Where were you in the store?” I asked the man, hoping to send Jonathon on a search party.
“The last aisle, there.” He pointed while he continued to fumble through his pockets with his right hand.
I sent Jonathon to search, knowing he’d search well since his wife had lost her wedding ring before, so the situation was very real to him.
The gentleman put his change back into his pocket and headed for the door. “I’ll search in the car.” He notified me with his back turned.

God, if it be in Your will, help this man to find his ring. No matter how simple or cheap this ring may be (I thought of a plastic ring.), it means something to him, so Lord, please let it show up. In Christ’s name. Amen.

He leaned in the entrance, beaming, “I found it!” He held an older gold wedding ring with four diamonds above his head for me to see.
And he left again without saying a word.

Thank You, Lord.

Painted Egypt


VERSE:
I don’t want to leave here
I don’t want to stay
It feels like pinching to me either way
And the places I long for the most are the places where I’ve been
They are calling after me like a long lost friend

It’s not about losing faith
It’s not about trust
It’s all about comfortable
When you move so much
And the place I was wasn’t perfect
But I had found a way to live
It wasn’t milk or honey
But then neither is this

CHORUS:
I’ve been painting pictures of Egypt
Leaving out what it lacks
The future seems so hard and I want to go back
But the places that used to fit me
Cannot hold the things I’ve learned
And those roads were closed off to me
While my back was turned

VERSE:
The past is so tangible
I know it by heart
Familiar things are never easy to discard
And I was dying for some freedom
But now I hesitate to go
I am caught between the promise and the things I know

ENDING:
If it comes too quick I may not recognize it
Is that the reason behind all this time and sand?
If it comes too quick I may not appreciate it
Is that the reason behind all this time and sand?

– “Painting Picture of Egypt” by Sara Groves.

~ Just wanted to share this rockin’ awesome song with you. ~

Run For Me


When it rains…
Are you going to be there next time
or are you just going to stand there to say it’s raining?

When it rains…
will you bring an umbrella
or just bring boots to drown my soul in splash overflow?

You tell me to cling to the cross,
I wish you could see how white my knuckles are
But it feels like they’re prying my fingers away
and the splinters burn…
The splinters burn!

But I cannot give up!
I cannot forfeit!
the Spirit inside cries, “RUN ON!”
I cannot turn back,
when I feel I can’t win.
Jesus, run in my place. My flesh is giving out.
Hold me… Please… run for me…

[Just a few thoughts than formed a song in my head tonight.]

That’s Mine

Have you ever had something in your life that was so obviously of the Lord? You know, it’s like you can see that nothing you did created it. It was God Himself that molded it and shaped it to His liking. It’s just so unmistakably obvious that God is the One spurring it all to happen. And you can sit back and see God pointing to it and saying, “That one… yeah… that’s Mine.”

“That One’s Mine.”

Soli Deo Gloria.

For Today.


I’ve been feeling kind of restless
I’ve been feeling out of place
I can hear a distant singing; A song that I can’t write
And it echoes of what I’m always trying to say

There’s a feeling I can’t capture
It’s always just a prayer away
I want to know the ending
Things hoped for but not seen
But I guess that’s the point of hoping anyway

Of going Home, I’ll meet You at the table
Going Home, I’ll meet You in the air
And you are never too young to think about it
Oh, I cannot wait to be going Home

I’m confined by my senses
To really know what You are like
You are more than I can fathom
And more than I can guess
And more than I can see with You in sight

But I have felt You with my spirit
I have felt You fill this room
And this is just an invitation; Just a sample of the whole
And I cannot wait to be going Home

Going Home, I’ll meet You at the table
Going Home, I’ll meet You in the air
And you are never too young to think about it
Oh, I cannot wait … to be going… to be going Home

Face to face, how can it be?
Face to face, how can it be?
Face to face, how can it be?

Cuz this is just an invitation
Just a sample of the whole
And I cannot wait to be going Home…

– “Going Home” by Sara Groves

me too… (sigh) me too…

Can’t Say It All

“… I know that sometimes my words can be as hard as stone
And sometimes my words have left You feeling so alone
So please forgive me and hear the words I’m saying now
I will spend my whole life looking for a way somehow
To let You know just how precious You are to me
I’ll use the best words I know but I still won’t say it all

‘Cuz what I really want to say
Is what the sun would say to the sky
For giving it a place to come alive
But my words get in the way
Of what I really want to say
Oh what I really want to say …”

I love You, Jesus.

Come breathe in me again today.

You are Life. Come fill me up.

Be seen.

But even then… “What are my words compared to Yours?” …

Fill me with You, for Your name’s sake. For Your name’s glory.

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