{"id":13086,"date":"2013-06-20T00:00:56","date_gmt":"2013-06-20T05:00:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/todayslegacy.wordpress.com\/?p=13086"},"modified":"2013-06-20T00:00:56","modified_gmt":"2013-06-20T05:00:56","slug":"and-waking-her","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/todayslegacy.net\/index.php\/2013\/06\/20\/and-waking-her\/","title":{"rendered":"And Waking Her"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I couldn&#8217;t go back to sleep after our early morning nursing session. But Hannah? Oh no, she had no problem. She snuggled into me and slipped into a deeper, satisfied sleep. I kissed her forehead. Brushed aside her strawberry strands. That sleeping baby &#8230; never want to forget &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I went to lay back down. Just to give it a try. I knew my brain was already awake. And despite only the five hours, my body wasn&#8217;t feeling the need for more sleep. I was just awake. Ready. Wanting to get a jump on the day&#8217;s workload. I looked forward to it. That high of throwing yourself into hard work so you can admire the accomplishment.<\/p>\n<p>The house was quiet. Deep breathing over the monitors.<\/p>\n<p><em>Thank you, Lord. You bless me so. &#8230; Beyond words.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>The vacuuming. The straightening. A few things here and there. Then I heard her squirm and moan. Odd. She was sleeping so soundly. &#8220;Do you need to go potty?&#8221; I whispered over her golden locks. A weary, clumsy toddler crawled from her bed. It&#8217;s in those moments that I am reminded of how little she is. Even though she&#8217;s running her world.<\/p>\n<p>She woke up during her wait. The feet started to swing. A smile crept across her dimpled face. I knew she was up. But I gave her the opportunity to lay back down a bit. That lasted for twenty more minutes of straightening and cleaning. Then two blue eyes peeped out of her doorway. &#8220;You can come out.&#8221; I answered her eyes.<\/p>\n<p>She watched me divide out the laundry. Putting aside the things that have grown too small. One shirt here, some pants there. And then she broke in, &#8220;Mommy, will you play with me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve got to get this work done, just a minute and then I&#8217;ll play.&#8221; Came the automatic response.<\/p>\n<p>Silence. More folding.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Mommy, will you get down the princess game? Mommy. Will you play with me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m almost done with this stack.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Her excitement grew as the stack neared it&#8217;s finish. A small celebration radiated through her little body at the last item&#8217;s folding. And off she darted for the playroom, ushering me in.<\/p>\n<p>Down came the princess game. She scooted in beside me. There was so much other open floor to play on.<\/p>\n<p>I returned to my &#8220;to hang up&#8221; pile.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Mommy, will you play with me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><em>Ok, God. I hear you. Priorities. She needs me.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I set aside the laundry.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes, baby. I&#8217;ll play.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Her quirky little personality. Her cackling laugh. Her little dimples. Her wild blond hair. Her ticklish squirming. Her concrete definitions. I drank it all in for over a half hour of early morning play.<\/p>\n<p>I cherished it. I cherish it still. Such a rare gift sometimes. Just sitting with her and absorbing her world.<\/p>\n<p><em>Thank you, Lord, for waking me up this morning.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8230;And waking her.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Love her so.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I couldn&#8217;t go back to sleep after our early morning nursing session. But Hannah? Oh no, she had no problem. She snuggled into me and slipped into a deeper, satisfied sleep. I kissed her forehead. Brushed aside her strawberry strands. 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